tick tock

I'm 38 weeks and 3 days today. I had my 38 week appointment yesterday and no sign of labor. So, I guess we're just waiting now. I think I'm actually a little relieved though. I kind of feel like I could stand being pregnant a bit longer even though I'm so uncomfortable right now. It's not that I'm not excited to meet our little girl. It's just really hard for me to believe or imagine me in labor, holding my own baby, breastfeeding her and just being a mom. And, with no sign of labor, it only makes it harder for me to imagine what we all know is imminent.